Over the last two weeks my life and slowly but surely started to pick back up and move along alot better than I would have ever thought they would. Sure there are still some parts of my life that need some work and still a few things missing, but I am happier than I have been in a while. I have always heard that God does not shut a door without opening a window, and I now finally believe that! I decided to set another mini goal in my diet and I am trying to reach it by June. I want to loose 50 pounds by June. I am working my way through several DVDs including, Zumba, Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred, Walk Yourself Slim. I have decided to do a week of each one and alternate it with the gym and walking around my neighborhood so that I do not go into burnout mode on just one thing. If my scale is right I have lost 8 more pounds since my trip to the doctor on the 11th.
I finally decided the best way to solve the worry and stress in my life is to turn it all over to God. I have been watching The Church of the Highlands online, since I live so far from it, and I have really been enjoying it. For the last 7 weeks he has preached a series on Getting Through A Bad Day and it was like he was sitting in front of me speaking directly to me. Everything he touched on I could relate to and was a lesson that I needed to hear. So yesterday morning I woke up and decided that everything that I have spent the last 3 months worrying about and stressing over was out of my control anyway and there is already a plan set for my life, so in that moment I decided to turn everything over to God. I handed it over to him and I feel like I have never felt before! I now know that God will provide not only for me, but for my family and that is the best feeling in the world! I cannot wait to see what He has in store for Wade and I and are future, there really are endless possibilities.
I cannot wait for this weekend because I get to go home and see my family for Easter, almost my entire family. I wish my little brother could be there and my nephew Sean, but I will be so happy to see my grandmothers, my mom, dad, 2 of my nephews, my wonderful baby sister, my older brother, my sister-in-law and my favorite Boy Friend in Law! Hope everyone has a happy and blessed Easter!
Monday, March 29, 2010
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